I have given up to a small degree. Like 10-15%. I consider it personal growth. Bought a stinger/rhino combo today to help me make it through the cold cold night. I've been mortified of missing this run and have fruitlessly watched this forum for long time. The more I consider it, it seems more likely that this run of 200 left after the replacements maybe the finale chance at this bolt. While I will live in hope, I can't let it consume my shocker plans.