You can't be a 68w and a 19d. You can get CLS qualified and take civilian medical courses but that's not going to make you a medic. If you go the 68w route you could end up working with a line unit. You could always get the Ranger option in your contract as a 68w, go to RIP and the socom w1 course and work with a Ranger BN.
I want to rage against the world. I want to beat it into submission. I want it to see the hate in my eyes, to feel the rage pouring out of me in blow after blow delivered in a fury that could only be fueled by insanity. I want to shake it so violently that it's afraid it may break and I want to scream with such primal ferocity that it reaches back into the darkest parts of an age when men cowered in caves at the sound of demons. Then, after the wave has subsided and I let go I want to watch it slump into a broken mass, whimpering. When the word "why?" crosses it's bloody swollen lips the only reply that will come is "yes... why?".