Originally Posted by cryptic.paintball
He is asking if he should keep holding his feelings in or express them.
His mom and dad are both drugies, he feels overwhelmed by this.
I say find someone who you can look up too and talk to them, your parents appear to be selfish losers who do not put you first, as they should.
I agree. (though I wish I could have translated what he was saying, I think I get it now that you mention it this way, though). Any other family or friends around you can talk to?