Take a break for a while and get back financially.
You'll eventually have the fever to return and be ready for when you do.
Also, keep in shape so that when you do, you'll be ready again to play with vigor.
Secondly, there are college paintball teams that you can join. Just check out what college you'll be attending and see what programs they have for paintball.
Good luck in your decisions and if needed, take some time off to get your head straight.
Before you know it, you'll be needing that paintball fix.