Originally Posted by SpyderPB819
I have literally no interest in pursuing a female right now I dont have time for their ****
to me it seems weird not having someone there all the time after 5 years. you dont realize how much you think about them until they are gone. i still think about all of it and i cant seem to help it.
i was gonna give her that engagement ring valentines day and was gonna buy a house soon after. so for some reason i feel like i need to start over again.
it is just a weird feeling getting your hopes up like that then not being able to do anything about it.