ok ****ers.
so me and my boy go party hunting, one of his friends brings 5 girls. one is really digging me me n ****. we end up behind a ****ing building in the cold just chillin with drink. she was totally into me. my game has never been so tight. she is basically telling me she wants to **** and everything. her friend even tried to leave and she BEGGED her to stay. we even went to the gas station and she paid for my water. she even took me for a ride on the back of her motorcycle(massive *** to dick kino)
here is were it goes bad. so im not drunk yet, so i go drink a **** load of vodka, and 3 sec after that i turn to my friend and im like "dude she totally wants me, but i dont know how to escalate from here. wtf man." and i didnt notice but their convo simultaneously went completely DEAD as soon as i was saying that and everyone heard EVERYTHING. her friend is like

ya im just listening to ur guys convo. even all the guys were like

and i just sat there hitting a

and the girl i was talking about just acted like she did hear me. but i know she did. 1 min later they are like k we are going. but i had her jacket on (arms in sleeves) and she comes back and is like give me back my jacket. i tell her under one condition and she says no she isnt gonna kiss me. i say thats not even it, and she says ok u can have my fb. and im like what makes you think i want ur fb? and everyone is like

and she says ok and walks off.
and im basically left with my dick in my hand standing there
i hate myself so much right now its not funny. all because i have a big mouth and i dont know how much my voice travels. i dont even know how i can forgive myself for this. so now im here drunk, on st. when at this very moment i could be getting my dick sucked. i know my friend just wanted t flat out call me an idiot, everyone did.
